iTS HARD TO FORGET FAMiLY MEMORiES

When you forget a family memory like the last family dinner is the worst thing...just feel like when we moved out of the house everything changed we don't have no more family dinner every time i eat in the kitchen table looking at the table with nobody there just feel like tearing my eyes out because we don't have the whole family together...Every night i pray if i could have my family back but i really doubt that would happen....i remember when we always to have pizza every Friday and eat like a real family should do but...i cant have that wish to have my family back together...i needed you for 3 years but i think you don't want me back in your life...i always told you that you my only daddy and nobody gonna take you away from that spot....


iJUST WANT MY FAMiLY BACK
IMISS YOU DADDY
iHOPE YOU COULD READ THIS BUT IF YOU DID YOU MAY NOT WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE :( IM SORRYY I KNOW I RUINED EVERYTHING I SHOULD LEFT THAT THERE IF I DIDNT OUR FAMILY WOULD BEEN TOGETHER RIGHT NOW :(

My Best Friends

Today i found a friend

Who knew everything i felt

They knew my every weakness

And the promblem Ive Been dealt

They Understood My Wonder

And listened to my dreams

They listened to how i felt about life and love

And knew what it all means

Not once did they interrupt me,

Or tell me i was wrong

They understood what i was going through

And promised they stay long

I reached out to these friends

To show them that i care

To pull them and let them know

How much i need them here

I went to hold their hand

To pull them a bit nearer

And realized that these perfect friends that i found

Was nothing but my mirror

That i could talk to



TO ALL MY FRiENDS DHAT WAS THERE FOR MEE THANK YOU iLY GUYSS SO MUCH <3

BEST FRiENDS FOR LiFE

iLL ALWAYS BE BESiDE YOU

UNTiL THE VERY END,

WiPiNG ALL YOUR TEARS AWAY ,

BEiNG YOUR BEST FRiEND .

iLL SMiLE WHEN YOU SMiLE

&* FEEL ALL THE PAiN YOU DO ,

&* iF YOU CRY A SiNGLE TEAR

iLL PROMiSE iLL CRY TO



*THiS iS FOR MY WiFEY STARR iLovee You STARR 62209 BEST FRiENDS FOR EVER

SiSTERS FOR LiFE

For There iS No Friend Like A Sister iN A Calm OR Stromy Weather

To Cheer One On The Tedious Way

To Fetch One iF One Goes Astrayy

To Lift One iF One Totters Down ,

To Strengthen Whilst One Stand



To Mah Sisters : Ashlee And Luna iLovee You <3

ALL THE PAiN

I never would of feel all this pain inside.... left me worthless and me living with all the pain you just left without no explanation leaving me like if I was unless and not worth anything....crying all day for what happen between us...And iAlways wonder if i ever made you happy but to me you showing me that i never did...Even through you not in my life iWill always have a spot for you in my heart and remember nobody would take you out of that spot...All my feelings that i have for you will never be replace....iWill always love you no matter what happens....But you left me with a lot of pain inside of me...Now that you left Is like a piece of me is missing...You meant everything to me...Now nobody would ever replace the other half of me....Pain iS Like The Worst Fear That A Person Would Ever Have